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[28 Mar 2004|01:51pm] |
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i know that this won't seem odd, i just don't enjoy writing in this thing anymore. i'm writing more on my own. so as of now.....
this journal will not be used.
who knows. perhaps i'll change my mind later. but i have something else that i write in, so i'm content. but i do want to keep this, because it has events from the past 3 years of my life in it, and that's always important to have. buh-bye now.
-Mercedes
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| strange dreams |
[29 Feb 2004|06:29pm] |
for the midsummer thing that i'm helping out with, i've desided to make the wings for the faeries.....
other times that i've tried to make them (Merlindes the Magickal Butterfly!!) they've ended up falling apart, but i think i've done a damn fine job with this one... i've make the first set, for my character, mustardseed and and in the process of making the rest. i think they look good, but if it turns out they look like crap, PLEASE tell me, i don't want to embarass myself.
p.s. i need to give create where create it due, i got many of the structure and such ideas from the wings of Liselotte Eriksson and Johanna Ost who own a company that makes wings and a bunch of stuff, of which i'm hoping to get some.
anyways, that's what i worked all weekend on.
school tomarrow.
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| change the oil |
[25 Feb 2004|07:31pm] |
yesterday, after standing in for Rebecca in Midsummer, i went to the dentist to get a filling..... which involves a needle, and as everyone probably knows now from me telling them, i don't do well with needles..... so badly in fact, that i passed out for about 10 minutes. i didn't even realize i was out, it was that bad. eww, needles..... everything else (besides the neck thing) i'm okay with, just not the whole needles-in-the-arm thing.
today we got into groups in IB theatre and began to work on Trojan Women i'm doing Helena (who's going to play Helena in a movie soon! yep yep!!) and i now have to remember all those lines.....
after school, i stood in for Rebecca again, and i think that now my finger is messed up, in some way, becuase it hurts like a bitch. and i realized that i can't run, at all. i'm horrible.
friday, at 7:30 pm. people can come and see the dybbuk, if they haven't seen it already. please come.... it should be interesting.
p.s. All i wanted was a picture..... is that so much?? i'd really love one..... :(
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| I'm "Canadian"..... ewwwww |
[21 Feb 2004|01:34am] |
i had a wonderful night hanging out with everyone tonight, though i was horribly worried about getting lost in vienna..... honestly, i only know my way around gallows. that's it!!! bai, how do you like the jacket..... i worry that soon you'll become a annoying tick that sticks to everyone, and whins during english class. please, so my sake. no. i really don't wnat ot have ot hate you.
the whole midsummer thing..... i don't know, it's all messed up. 5 roles missing, so far..... perhaps in her mind, she should realize that MAYBE, she needs to replace people, but she's too kind hearted to kick anyone out, god forbid. whatever.
i'm going to be in philly all weekend, seeing chuck perform, i don't know what. i just like ot watch him do mime tricks and act..... and it scores me point with the family to spend some time with "Aunt Helen". so it is all worthwhile.
but after this..... i SWEAR i'll start going out and having a social life. i'm sorry for not getting together with ANYONE..... i feel horrible. but i do love you.
p.s. IB theatre, writing fucking journal entries. no one likes the idea of failing theatre of all things......
see everyone on sunday.
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| COINS!!! (hahahahahahahaha??) |
[18 Feb 2004|03:27pm] |
yum, sorbet..... i don't have long because I'm not supposted to be online, really, but i was "working" on research for the feary court..... wings that it.
I'm making them, and it will be wonderful, i'm hoping.
this weekend, i want to do stuff with people that i haven't hung out with in ages. AGES.
must do something.
love you. (probably won't add til the weekend.)
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| oh. i see man. |
[15 Feb 2004|02:48pm] |
go to one friend's journal, then from there go to one of their friend's journals (or someone who's posted on their journal), and so on..... each time writting down a word or phrase that you pick up from it. it's fun to do this, just to see who you come up with..... even better are the days you do it and after going to the middle of LJ hell, finding yourself again.
"'pussy-assed' 'unmetal' form of musical manipulations",
"i had a chinese boss", "i'm also gonna try n get some duty free fags
too!!!", "BRIDGEWATER HALL", "late night drunken sexy pizza", "¿hola
Mercedes, donde esta Dior?", "0-0 hawt~~~~", "pashmina-and-gap-years-in-India (in)breed", "pilgrimmage of children", "i'm going to hire a giant", "would I be so cynical or would I still be a nerd like I was?", "i'm officialy the honorary bathroom attendant", "'God Damn you Half Japanese Girls...'", "he haunts my dreams........", "Blank stares and nods....", "listen to elton john the fromat you know the good songs", "Mark the year 2019 on your callender because thats when its supposed to hit"(note, that is ment to be "Doomsday", the girl says that a mile long astariod is heading for earth. so everyone. mark your calendars.), "just go fuck something, okay?", "i shall now soil in your pimp hat thus consuming all your powers", "what if oolong could talk?", "an excellent (excellently bad, that is)", "when we have $$, er.. i mean $$$$$$ we can do this", "i am a rainbow winged, fire breathing, glitter farting, space traveling unicorn.", "google is not kind to the Tanzanian Man.", "disappearing Money, Shimmeriness, and kflies", "happy selling :)", "how can I be so radical but so old fashioned?", "i've been thinking about you..so how can you sleep?", "is that what you call a get away?", "I heart your hair.", "so i cryed like a bitch...", "im sketchy because your insecure", "ORANGE SODA AND SCIENCE!!!!!", "what is a spunge you ask?", "you're my right lung", "i don't rock for jesus", "asthma atttaq", "i'm probably dying oh well", "downey", "are lv bags made from the skin of ******?!!!(note: that's a horrible word, so i won't write it out.... drew says it fucking enough!)
okay, i think that's enough..... i'm stuck here with nothing to do through out the day, except being whinned at by father dearest, so i end up doing this. but it's interesting seeing what odd people are out there, and that are in some way connected to you.
happy valentine's day! it was a lot of fun.
made cookies.
got a stuffed bear and a story to read.
got to watch TV, without my parents being home ( i can't watch it at the moment, part of the rules.)
drew came, we went to fudruckers.
i didn't eat all my food. drew whinned.
saw 50 first dates
got stopped by creepy smoking guy at 11 pm.
reread story and wrote a poem based on it, from HER perspective.
went to bed.
i can't go anywhere. all i get to do today is clean my car windows.
what fun.
love you all.
p.s. happy 2 years drew!
it's funny how the responce of everyone to saying that isn't "aww", but more so along hte lines of "jesus christ!"
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| tattoos |
[03 Feb 2004|08:00am] |
school is closed ad as much as i like the idea of spending a day at home, sleeping, as mos people do, i really just wanted to get this play over and done with..... at least the districts part of it. seeing as this is my first one act and all, i'm pretty ecited, and just wnat to do the f-ing thing. (but hoenstly, i;m jsut upset because it means i have another day of the extentions..... their ripping out my hair during rehersal. hehe)
(one moment, alex the turtle needs food, and i don't know when the last time we fee her was, a month ago..... i wouldn't be surprised.)
this weekend was pack filled with a lot of fun events. on friday was the poetry slam, and i got to see adam, peter, and kelly and watched videos of 3 guys making total asses of themselves..... but in the cutest way. saturday was AMAZING!!! first time ever of actually going ot a concert with drew..... i think it's been 3 or 4 failed attempts to go to a concert wit him, so i was very excited. we hung out in Dupont at around 4, got chinese food, and played the "Will they go into The Leather Rack?" game while eating really good, cheap chinese food..... then went to a cd and video store and shopped around. after much fun with that, we made our way to the club, only to find out that we had come WAY to early..... and were left to sit out in the cold until 9. luckly, we found this cute resterant three blocks down called Cravings (drew hates that word.) ate cheese cake and fries while listening to te three other poeple there, who were all friends with the owners of the the place (they had just open two weeks ago) and watched them all run aorund, trying to work a restarant. it was really quite sweet. finally, we actually made it o the show, and i had a fabulous time. I haden't heard of any of the bands playing, so it was mostly me trying to figure out what the beat was and trying to dance along. the first opening act was DR. Dog, who sold $5 t-shirts and $5 cds..... everything about them had a homemade feel to them, down ot the painted three-dot t-shirts with paint splattered on them. it was perfect. my Morning Jacket was great as well, and i had jst so much fun listening to them, and watching everyone have so much fun just being there.... it was one of the best nights ever.
we rode home on the metro, both of us half asleep on the seats..... we must have looked stoned or something along that line, because we just couldn't sit correctly..... i was so tired. got home really late, got yelled at by family (on account of being late.)
i think i'll go back to sleep..... night.
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| quickly skippy |
[29 Jan 2004|07:45pm] |
rehersal ran until 6 tonight, and it was mostly us just f-ing around in a big circle, spending a good 2 hours on running through a 30 minute play. but it was fun..... most of us ended up on the floor, sleeping or getting m and eating candy bars. alli-son and i had a "you're naughty" fight outside of the rehersal room, while i was getting snacks (sara, a possible new show, oh ya.) i an so tired (as always) but less stress, i think it's becaus i have my new classes this year around..... no more creative writing and trig. thouhg now i do have the JOY of having fucking terry again. i'm going ot kill him, i swear, by the end of this year, the little ken doll will be dead. or else i will be from bad teaching skills and him hitting on students.
oh, and lastly, my wonderful "sister" sarah has gotten a journal, which meansi can talk to her and her firends all the time! and seeing as yesterday she spent the day beating me up, i KNOW she's just os happy to know that i will be able to peak into her life even more. i love you kitty-cat.
night.
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| yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayness |
[27 Jan 2004|01:21am] |
i tried to explain to someone about what's going on in my head right now, this seeing-feeling images in my head. textures really..... i think it's all stress, but stress form what?? that's what i need to find out, so that i can "fix" it. so, i draw/paint/mess up..... whatever, but always something in my room. i paint on the walls, i mark all over the mirror and jsut draw. but not a piece of work that has any meeaning, i mean, sure there could be meaning found, if someone were to examine it, they could come to some kind of conclusion, such as "she is worried" or "she is searching". i don't know. but i just like to NOT think about it. it's not art, not at all, it's scribbles and painting with my hands..... i like doing it beacause i'm not thinking, i'm just doing something, being active, but not having to do it for a reason. it's nice to have a little bit of time where everything just goes blank. and i can then put it on my wall, or whatever, and have that there to "calm" me..... not htat paint all over a mirro is calming to most.... but ahh, i like it. tonight was cards. i have MILLIONS of broken decks, decks with cards missing and such, about 35 decks, and they just sit around my room, and i feel bad that they really can't be used at all, they are just there. so i painted on them..... i wanted paint, but didn't have any, so i used permenent markers and sprayed the pen with hair spray, which made the ink into a paste. i have marker all over my hand now, and i won't be able to get it off by tomarrow, so i guess it's good that there is no show. not that i didn't want to do it..... i would.
so yes, the picture, that's what my mind is like right now..... my room is COVERED in cards, all over the floor now..... don't want to take a picture of that, that's not really that pretty. but ya, i guess from it, you could tell at least that i do need sleep. but i always do, so.....
i won't be doing anything tomarrow. driving maybe. who knows......
night.
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[26 Jan 2004|04:00pm] |
the compitition tomarrow is canceled becuase of the snow. which means that it will be on at some point next week, during school. sorry kids.
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[26 Jan 2004|01:36am] |
i drove over to drew's house after rehersal and we hung out and ate dinner. i didn't realize that it was snowing outside, so when it came time for me get on my way home..... well, it was a lot of fun. skidded into the "TRAP Rd." sign..... and drove home on 495 and 66 where it hadden't bben plowed at all. and for some reason, no one seems ot get the idea of creating lanes on roads when it's snowing, so it was a free-for-all on 66, just seeing who could get home the quickest. but past all of it's danger, the drive home was really beautiful. as i was about to go under a bridge, a guess a plow was going overtop of it and poured fresh snow over the bridge. it was so pretty.
this has been a nice break from the stressed that i have had to go through resently and my insainity that's stemed from it. one of the things that it involded was the stress from school related things, like my science project..... BUILDING OF A SOLAR FURNACE..... mostly we chose it for a grade, nothing exciting, jsut something that we could get done. and as it turned out it was done wrong, and i knew it was bad, i knew that it didn't mean anything, but at the time when i turned it in, i was so upset and delusional, and i really didn't care at all. aperantly, Johnson saw our project and just laughed..... then she had another class give it a grade to see if it could go on to science fair, and they rejected it on the fact that it didn't mean anything. jason came up to me during lunch and told me, "jesus. you're project was crap", and i responded, " I know it's crap." and we laughed. i like the fact that he personally rejected it, he told me. i love that. am i a bad person for laughing at that, not being worried because i produced such crap, along with my partner?? ahh, it's a grade, and at least i turned somethinging, somethat that was worked on, i think in her mind that will at least give us something. everything was just too insain, i couldn't produce anything of value.
but hey, it works that i didn't get in science fair. this year, and last year with elif and me..... our project on the flame height of different substances..... that didn't make it because it was too dangerous, and ben wasn't a correct superviser for the experiment. it was still fun.
it's snowing. which means no rehersal tomarrow. which means no more practices before the show. oh and snow also means that i might not be able to go to tammy's tomarrow for my hair. NOW people must come, if only to see the hair. it's wonderful.
i need sleep.
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| i will never leave!!!! |
[21 Jan 2004|08:13pm] |
the stress is jsut so much. but i'm trying, i really am, to calm everything down, and i hope that i will, wait. i KNOW i will, or else i'll die. honestly.
rehersal today was a lot of fun. I got to play Leah for 5 minutes (I really hope that Shelly feels a lot better, she looked so sick today. :( )and then i played around with Raquel, making possessed sounds and showing David Willie what a yiddish porn girl would look like ( *glimpse of 1-inch of leg above boot* OH MY GOODNESS!) everyone should ocme and see it, it will be interesting to watch at least.
i think saturday we're going ot geogretown or something to get the hair extentions..... long hair, yay!i'm going ot look like such a dumbass..... but since that's osmewhat my character, it will work. :) it's a lot of fun to play, so i have nothing to complain about.
oh, and the never ending question has come up again..... **should i just live at my father's full time??** i really hate it when she brings this all up, but at the same time it's always the question of would it just as well be easier for me..... but i know i'd go insain living iwth my fahter all the time. i know i would. i like having both houses to spend my time at and to travel to and from. i'm so used to it that it would be really odd for me to stay fulltime at one place.
i need to finish this project for tomarrow..... then wake up early and turn it in. fun fun.
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| winged and falls from the sky |
[11 Jan 2004|04:32pm] |
[ name ]: Mercedes
[ nicknames ]: merc(only my mother can call me that, NO ONE else), pixxye, merlindes, fae, car, elven feary.....
[ born in ]: Germany
[ resides in ]: Virginia
[ good student ]: i try to be, it's a matter if i really am.
[ eyes ]: green
[ hair ]: blonde
[ shoe size ]: 8
Last time you...
[ had a nightmare ]: 2 days ago, falling, all i remembers is that and literally jumping up off my bed
[ said "i love you" and meant it ]: 10 minutes ago
[ ate at mcdonald's ]: i really don't like it, but my mother got me a breakfest thing this morning
[ dyed your hair ]: ages ago
[ brushed your hair ]: this morning
[ Washed your hair ]: last night
[ checked your e-mail ]: this morning
[ cried ]: yesterday, because they RUINED Hamlet. i cried for william.
[ called someone ]: 5 minutes ago, dave didn't answer
[ smiled ]: today
[ laughed ]: today in the car
[ talked to an ex ]: uhh..... a while ago
Do you...
[ do drugs? ]: nope, never have
[ sleep with stuffed animals? ]: glowbunny, and i'm not ahamed of it
[ have a dream that keeps coming back? ]: ya, the slow/fast dreams i have
[ play an instrument?]: flute
[ believe there is life on other planets? ]: well, ya
[remember your first love? ]: ya
[ still love him/her? ]: i don't even know where he is.... i was really young
[ read the newspaper? ]: at times
[ consider love a mistake? ]: not at all
[ like the taste of alcohol? ]: champagne, when with family
[ believe in god? ]: i belive in him
[ pray? ]: yes
[ go to church? ]: with my sister sarah, when she lets me
[ have any secrets? ]: everyone does
[ have any pets? ]: my cat freefall, 2 dogs named thor and orien and a turtle named alex (at my mother's); 2 cats named setandtonto (at my father's)
[ talk to strangers who instant message you? ]: i've learned not to
[ wear hats? ]: i LKOVE hats, just got a new red one.... hats for me and my alter ego :)
[ have any piercings? ]: simple ear piercings
[ have any tattoos? ]: nope..... ahh, wings, if only no needles.
[ hate yourself? ]: no, that's unhealthy
[ have an obsession? ]: yep
[ have a secret crush? ]: nope, my crush it pretty known
[ collect anything? ]: movie tickets
[ have a best friend? ]: i have lots of firneds, no one that is the best
[ like your handwriting? ]: sometimes, when i work at it
[ have any bad habits? ]: bitiing finger nailes, tearing food into little pieces
[ care about looks? ]: i like to say i don't, buti relaly really do..... unless i'm tired
[ boy/girlfriend's looks? ]: i like it when he looks nice, but he looks nice all the time, so how do i answer that?
[ friends and other people? ]: nope
[ believe in witches? ]: well..... let's think about that. of course.
[ believe in satan? ]: yes
[ believe in ghosts? ]: yes
Current...
[ dress ]: jeans, black tank top, leather jacket, red hat and red scarf
[ mood ]: tired
[ make-up ]: blue eyliner on bottom, tons of glitter
[ music ]: jeff buckley and guster
[ taste ]: 7-11 hot dog
[ hair ]: striaght
[ annoyance ]: not being able to reach my family..... i want to see the twins!! (dave and nicole's)
[ smell ]: my perfume
[ thought ]: i want to play animal crossing..... where did drew go??
[ fingernail color ]: skin colored
[ refreshment ]: root beer
[ worry ]: can i get this story done??
[ crush ]: DREW
[ Favorite Celebrity ]: angelina jolie..... interestind in jude law right now
Last person...
[ you touched ]: fletcher, hugging him
[ you talked to ]: random sales person
[ you hugged ]: fletch
[ you Instant messaged ]: drew
[ you yelled at ]: maybe my father?? or tom
[ who broke your heart ]: friend, because i found out she did drugs
[ kissed ]: drew
i need ot play my animal crossing game..... so badly
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| albino baby puppets |
[08 Jan 2004|10:42pm] |
ah, this at home thing is wonderful! so greato spend time by myself, you understand??
so today, practice. i still need work on this fucking dancing, and i'm just speaking in a german accetns, which, seeing as it's not a german play, is not the best thing..... and by the way, sorry for being away so long from people, like with lunch and all. i'm jsut way to stressed out about work and getting this play handled. i love you bailey and jake!!i do you love both the best. honestly.....
today, while i was going to practice, i relized that somehow my tire had become completely flat. and it wasn't when i went to school and went to whole foods to get lunch (jesus wasn't there). So, seeing as drew and i couldn't find any car jack in my car to fix the tire.... i had to call mother dearest, who then found out that i was staying at dad's house by myself..... yes.....
anyways, ben and my mother showed up and we fixed it, then i took her to my father's house ot meet the cats and everything. i really do love my motehr very much. i think she is the best person in the world, i honestly do.
i don't have things done, but i need my sleep, so i'm going to bed. i really hope i can get to class on time today..... which means waking up, which will be a fuck.
with all that, i'm getting some sleep. loves.
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| hey there mr. blue |
[07 Jan 2004|07:35pm] |
first of all, let me apologize to drew for "stealing his colors". my fault, though i won't change it. :)
i have the house all to myself!!! it's wonderful, just me and the cats..... i'm able to talk as loudly as i please while on the phone, and it is amazing. i seriously wish it could be like this all the time. not that i wouldn't want to be with my family, i just think this is so good for me. yes, so they are in Vagas, and my only rule is not to let people come over, sorry. but oh well, good me time, right??
I told k that i would be late to rehearsal because i had to pick up my sister sarah, but that i would be late. so i drove home really quickly and got in the car line for pick-ups, so that i wouldn't have to wait long to pick her up and drop her off..... somewhere, church i think. so i waited 30 minutes for school to end for her, then i drove up..... just to find out that i was supposed to pick her up at 3:45, because she had a D.T. for missing a homework. i couldn't deal with that, so she called her grandparents and they agreed to drive her home..... i felt really badly, but i badly needed to be at the first rehearsal. as it turned out, i got there after the girls had learned a dance for A Dybbuk, but we were able to all get it, and then showed it to K. this play is going to be creepy, but good competition, i think.....
also, there were try-outs for a Midsummer Night's Dream, which my friend were trying out for, and i really hope that Alli-son gets Puck because that is the most amazing part (Weed told me that she "mentally cast" me as Puck, i was pleased) and my dear Emily should be Helena. she would be perfect. So, yay, i hope they both get it, i really, really do.
i need to now work on a short story and tons of trig. work. but at least i'm starting to write again...... wonderful.
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| bitting of noses |
[06 Jan 2004|05:22am] |
it's funny, i stayed up all night, literally, working on various html and website things.... then began to work on getting this set up for me to write in.....
and now i have to head off to school. that's horrible.
i know that i ahven't written, blah, blah, blah.... just haven't felt like i had the time. but i hope i do now. anyways, i will update when i get home.
p.s. this week i finally get to be by myself in the house..... my parents are going off to las vagas, so i get to sleep in the house all by myself, and i think that is the best feeling in the world!! i love it.....
i'll write when i get back from school.
p.p.s. the design is based on harlequin..... if you couldn't guess that on your own..... again, neil gaiman, for he wrote harlequin's valentine. yep yep.... i'll be back tonight. loves.
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| god i'm a bastard |
[20 Dec 2003|12:40pm] |
i know i haven't used this for ages, i just need a break from updating..... so do not expect anthing in here for a while, i'm sorry. i'll tell people when i start writing again. i lvoe you all though.....
but on the up side, happy holidays everyone</center>
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| painted on jeans |
[01 Dec 2003|09:35pm] |
ah, yes. haven't written in AGES!!! i will, when i get the time.
in the mean time, coem and see GOOD DOCTOR this weekend, i htink thursday, firday, and saturday. but don't count on me. i'm doing guy's costumes and makeup, very interesting and fun. will tell horror stories later. now i need ot get some sleep. i love you all!!!
( 5 things )
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| "i don't know" |
[17 Nov 2003|09:43pm] |
my step-fahter, my mother, and i watched some old bill cosby tonight, and i relised something..... his movements and facal expressions, and his tone of his stories..... is just like my grandmother. It's scary, just like him. the kind of humor where they wait or a beat too long, to tell the next joke. i just found it interesting.....
taking ED to practice tomarrow..... it's odd, those he's great, he and i have never really talked togehter for along period of time alone..... unless it's to laugh at sarah. jesus..... it will be creepy. i always think of him as the young one, and he's only one year younger then me.
i need so much sleep.
i hung out with drew today, it was fun. we got taco bell and listened to music at his house. it was really fun. and really calm. which is always nice. anyways.....
i took a test.....
( a quiz i got from bailey's journal )
i really feel that these things relax me, the questions. pointless, i know, but still, it is relaxing to just do something pointless ever once in a while. honestly..... all the stress in the air around here, it's nice to act stupid and pointless for five minutes.
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| CAN'T SING THE SONG!! |
[16 Nov 2003|09:36pm] |
i've desided just to do a long entry of all four play days. thanks to everoyne who came, by the way. it was wonderful.
thursday: opening night. also that night of the horrible windstorms..... before the show, the wind knocked out my power, and turned over some tables in my backyard. i freaked out. anyways, the play started off okay, we all did our traditions and such. but then the power went out twice during the show, and the during the second act ryan fell off the stage. i thought he had died, it was really scary..... but no broken bones, thank god.
friday: i htink this was our best show. SO much energy, it was fantastic..... and adam, melissa, zack, and dana came!!!! it was GREAT! after the play, we all went to IHOP. where melissa wrote a note to the waiter, and zack and dana added on, talking about how hot the guy really was. it was really funny. a guy asked us if we wanted to by some weed from him..... we just laughed. then zack's friend came and met us and we went to drive ot his house. he hit his head on a sign and busted his head open, it was really bad. i ened up going home late..... no sleep.
saturday: that morning i slept in until 4 pm, i feel really bad for having slept and not getting together with drew, sorry. but ya, through all that sleep, i still felt so tired for the show. it went okay though. drew did really well, everyone did..... though K still managed to tell us we sucked. oh well.
my sister saw the show, and i went and spent the night with her afterwards, us jsut talking and listening to music. god how i love her. through everything, she's able ot provide a clear, blunt answer to it. thus way i will always have her around.
sunday: went well. "ENERGY!" which we didn't have much of. but oh well. i went over to ben and pat's afterwards, were they fed me. thank you for that.
this week i can get my things back together again. all will be good. tuesday i'm going ot take ED to his lesson, then on saturday, take sarah to riding..... i'm getting paid for taxing people around. it's great.
and yes, i'd love to own a whole hotel. jesus, the fun i could have.....
Laputa**: I think its cause I'm thinking about hot things
Laputa**: like.......naughty things
Laputa**: :-/
why can't people just talk to me!?
oh, and p.s.-- sara, WE CAN SING THE SONG NOW! thank god.
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